| Monday, February 05, 2007 |
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NEW YEAR. . . NEW TINGS!!!
People always go into a New Year with the perception that it will be drastically different from the one that has just passed them by.
How things are going to be different is down to the individual. Mostly the general concensus is New Year number New Tings - HOWEVER!!!
What are you as an individual going to change to make these new things happen. Most of the population that jumps on the bandwagon of the NYNT comittee are so stuck in their ways that they are not willing to change anything so by the time July comes they start to blame family, friends and the big shit of the country the government.
I wont start to pretend that i know the smallest things about politics as i don't (Yes people i know i should - i watch the news for current affairs and i am not taking part in a degree of Law, Politics etc so i think my nose diving into current affairs is good enough).
So back to the situ in hand, to have a New Year with New Tings - YOU as an individual have to be willing to change. As i found out myself.
Yes i have jumped on a bandwagon but i think it is the good side of things as even though only 1 month has passed i have noticed positive changes in the way things are in my day to day life - work, home, love!!! etc.
My biggest problem and pet hate of my other half was my bad temper - snappy, ignorant (yes it is soooo so so so hard to admit but hey my name is .... and i am a .....!!!), carrying on with the list, rude when not needed, violent when wound up to a point that there is return.
I don't think i will continue with this list as i think you might get the general picture!!! - Ok so what was my solution to this HORRIBLE problem - and no i know what your thinking (or i think you do!)
I did NOT go to anger management classes!!!! - That was a suggestion from the other, however before we got round to signing up he signed up for the Navy and was off before i could sing the first line of "In the Navy!"
So 3 weeks past without the great love and i was bordering on upset - it is now 7 weeks and i have learnt to deal with it and don't feel the remote urge to go insane. In fact i am the total opposite - i have been calm quiet and reserved.
You know the old saying "You don't know what you have until you have lost it" - well i haven't lost him as i get to see him this weekend before he is assigned to his first duty call (exciting stuff!!!) but he is not always here and it is weird when you are used to sharing a bed with someone (even if it is not EVERY day), knowing that you are going to wake up to a sloppy kiss and a "Good morning baby" - I am waiting for next friday as i am so excited just to be able to look at him.
During my time of reflection, i have learnt that there is a life outside of my relationship and it doesn't involve being an ignorant bitch at the prospect of a little change - now i think i have done quite well - what will you learn???
All feedback is received with gratitude xXx
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posted by a Princess @ Heart @ Monday, February 05, 2007  |
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girl! u havent even updated.. and u askin where i been. lol!
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girl! u havent even updated.. and u askin where i been. lol!