| Thursday, May 17, 2007 |
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CHANGES
Edit note: I got my pic with my colleagues in the hospital newspaper!!!
Left to Right: Me!!!!, The New Girl (The nice one!), Loz - Estates girls!
I think i look so shitty in this but hey each unto their own!!
So as you can see i have made a major change to the way my post used to look - partly because the black was doing my eyes in but also because it is much more relaxing looking at a nice holiday scene!
I have been toying with the idea of changing my template for a while and tried various different ones with the preview button really didn't think i would be OK with deleting the old me!
Well people i am still the same with the same psycho babble coming out of the keyboard on most days but just a different background!
In reality - can we be the same with a different background or does it change our whole persona?
I honestly don't think this is the case - i think we are the masters of ourselves and therefore only we can change if we so choose!
Speaking of changes!!!
Things have been kicking off at home - not a good thing as they only got back from holiday 2 days ago and before i could even step foot into hell he kicked off.
My natural reaction is to shout back so i did for all of 5 minutes and got tired of putting up an impossible and more to the point POINTLESS defense - my other reaction "Fuck this" and walk away so that is what i did - i jumped in my car and went to the petrol(gas!) station and drove up to the future mother in laws for some food and peace!
We have been getting along really well lately which is one of the biggest changes and it is actually really nice!
I lost my train of thought for a little while there as i went to lunch and came back and everything went blank!
Still a bit hazy but will try and recoup!!
So his mum. . .
We talked for almost over 3 hours about our families and the BIG differences.
I never thought i would say this anytime soon but i really can't wait to be an official part of their family. There is so much love - on the level that i love them and they love me.
I would do anything for his little sister and that is weird as i am an only child and have never had family this close!
She tells everyone at school that i am her big sister - makes me blush and sometimes shed a little tear!
See people family and love and stuff bring out the soft side of SB - i am pretty sure it is a good thing!!!
OK moving away from the problems and moving onto plans etc. . .
Got a letter through the post when i got home yesterday - i have an Interview on Tues 22nd for college entry to a 1 year course for Health Studies.
Now this is only my absolute back up plan in case the Midwifery Assistant post goes totally tits up which i am hoping it doesn't. Fingers xxxxx everyone!!!
Told my boss i need to leave early for the interview and he was surprisingly supportive!
The instructor from the Jujitsu class emailed me back with all the details of how to get there and dates of classes and prices - which are all pretty reasonable!
The next class is on Tues 22nd but depending on time i don't think i will be able to make it back to Central London on time from Surrey! MADNESS i am hot to trot on this subject as i really am getting sick of being floored by the other doorman!
Well it is all go go go for me and now i must GO!!!!
So peace out y'all and holla!
Oh side note: I had layered Jelly (Jello i think to the peoples in the US) it taste GOOOOOD!!!
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posted by a Princess @ Heart @ Thursday, May 17, 2007  |
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| Tuesday, May 15, 2007 |
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BACK TO WORK
Listening to: Justin Timberlake - What goes around
So tomorrow back to work after many needed days off.
Over the past couple of days i can safely say i have done pretty much absolutely nothing.
I have been feeling very lathargic - not a good thing.
I think work will kick me back into touch.
On the subject of me listening to JT - Not a frequent thing but i was watching ugly betty and fell in love with the song - this is not a justification of taste as i think he has a great voice but is a bit of a woos!
I heard earlier this week my cousin in the US went into emergency surgery - for reasons that i will not say i was petrified for her and was absolutely powerless apart from sending love via emails.
It has always been said that you can't choose your family over in the UK i would totally agree with this statement but with my family in the states i could not pick a better bunch.
My heart split when i heard this had happened but was thankful that she pulled through and is now in recovery with her baby boy telling his mommy that he loves her every minute he can.
I recently posted that this would be the month that i would hand in my notice in my Full Time job - well things have been backdated slightly for financial reasons - the main one being i CANT afford it and won't struggle for the sake of a little bit of pride.
I still haven't told my colleagues what i am thinking and it is going to remain that way until i have written signed and handed in my notice.
I am not planning on taking anymore holidays before i hand in my notice as i would like to save them to either get the money or get out early and potentially earn money from the other job!
Sneaky sneaky maybe but a girls gotta live and shop!
So my new plan - my backdated plan - Hand in my notice at the end of June and hope for the best.
Bulletin on the Midwifery front:
I got a letter through the door the other day telling me to turn up for a literacy and numeracy test on Fri 11th - which i attended to determine whether i would be put through for an interview for the post.
I chose to do the Literacy first - as it was done in two parts you got your results as soon as you finished a unit.
The scores work out as L1 and L2 - You needed an L2 in Literacy and L1 in Numeracy - i think that is the right way round!
So i did the Literacy like i said and told the woman i was done and asked for my results - she told me that i might need classes - which really disheartened me (there is a twist!)
So i soldiered through the Numeracy disheartened but still going strong.
When i had finished i breathed a sigh of relief from finishing the whole thing - I EXTREMELY dislike exams!
I went to the woman to get my results - she apologized . . .
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For her mistake on the first part - I PASSED both sections with an L2!!!!!
Told you there was a twist!
So you proud?
As for tomorrow - first day back - things are drastically going to change at home and at work.
I need something more interesting in my life - i am going to look into martial arts classes!!!
Considering one of the other bouncers floored me!! (Which i quite enjoyed!!!)
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| posted by a Princess @ Heart @ Tuesday, May 15, 2007 |
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| Tuesday, May 08, 2007 |
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1 Post 1 Bottle
My last post was my 50th, however it didn't feel special so i guess it will be the 100th that should be something big!!!
So people i had my weekend away and i am slowly adjusting back to real life - i got called into work last night but only stayed a couple of hours as not many people turned up for the night!
I was ballin over laughing!
So back to the title - 1 Bottle being the most dominating part of the title!
I was sitting watching my TV and made my way through a whole bottle of Rose - it's good shyt!
I invited an old friend over for dinner for tonight - so we had the dinner and then he was sent packing!
He was trying to cop off but it really wasn't happening - with me or with my loving companion who protects me whilst the other half is away - this loving companion being my puppy!
Everytime he tried to even hug me my pup got in between and not to be rude but thank the lord he was there - i honestly only wanted him over here for dinner - HONESTLY!
I even cooked - yes it was only filled pasta and cheap but it was dinner for someone who was already making their way through a bottle!
I apologize ahead of times for this post if none of it makes sense as.
Back to the messed up post!
Another subject that i would like to bring up is - how can teenagers be like 20 or 30 somethings and it cannot be the other way around?
I have seen so many young girls becoming mummies or even dressing and acting like they are older - the one thing that really gets me is when i go shopping and pick up a bottle of wine i get asked for ID and they don't? What is that about - or even if i go to clubs.
MADNESS!!!
As i can't really think about much else to say in my drunken stupor i think i will leave you lovelies to tell me what you think about the situations above!
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| posted by a Princess @ Heart @ Tuesday, May 08, 2007 |
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| Tuesday, May 01, 2007 |
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Weekender Bender
This is not so as i spent most of my weekend working.
This is the low down:
Friday night:
Go home from the 9-5 catch some z's from about 7-8 then head out to the club to start work from 9:30ish.
Only to find out that my boss got the sack - but as i am the only female i get to stay and sign a new contract with the new peoples that are taking over!
Needless to say i was over haps!
Friday night in the club was quiet as hell so just walked round and chilled on VIP.
Saturday:
Woke up around mid-day and surfed the net for a bit whilst catching up with some fam in the US over messenger.
Around 3:30pm got a call from the other half who had also been asleep most of the day - he wanted to hit the coast to sit on the beach so he dropped by mine and picked me up.
I drove there cos he was feelin lazy as ****.
We chilled there for bout 2 hours then had to head back as i had to catch some food and z's before work at 10pm.
He drove back and i slept but when we hit london he stopped by Krispy Kreme that was my dinner!
Dropped by mine so i could shower, change for work and pick up my car for work.
Got to work early for once and they had a sniffer dog who was soooooo cute! - He was the big version of my baby Little H who has now transformed into Big H. There will be pictures of him on another post once i can get a cable to transfer my photos!
So back to work - the dog was all up on me which i was not at all please about as i aint got no drugs.
Did get playtime with him later that night though everyone was like "awwww he is soooooo cute!"
Again back to work - it was packed out that night as there was some special event for one of Londons biggest radio stations and we had to stay after for a meeting about pay which i happily obliged to as we got free chicken and chips with a drink (at 4am) and a thick pack of cash for my work over the past couple of weeks.
Sunday: Rest and eat day!
All in all quite a peaceful yet productive weekend - even though ones lady troubles appeared i battled through.
How was ur weekend people???
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I edited this bit so i could add what is below let me know what you think!
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